On his way

So he did not get a truck. I tried to let it not bother me but of course it did but his feeling like a dud upset me much more. I hate it when he feels like a failure, low self esteem whatever but he is over it (HIDING IT) now.

He just left St. Louis and will be in Denver approximately 10 in the morning Thursday, then up to Portland and back to Bend figures 1:30 0r 2 in the afternoon. My emotions are riding way too close to the surface. Asshole stated he did not care who came to pick him up. I told him he was hurting my feelings and so he changed it to if you have to work I will understand you not picking me up. Good cover. Anyway we will see. Tina took Simon for a foo-foo visit yesterday and then foo=foo'd Tia too as we can do her nails. So Simon is all ready to see daddy but Daddy does not want him to meet him at the station either. So he will have to stay home with Tina or I whichever does not go over (TINA). So then on to our new life. He does get to call weekly to see if they have found him a truck so that is good. He did last through 3 days before they gave him a ticket so that is hopeful. Isn't it?